regret...

hai. ni hao. assalamualaikum. perghh! dah lame sgt x update penulisan kan? sbb:malas. haha. tade ah. aku cume xde mase langsung na meluah-luah kat sini. busy. well budak engine lah katekan. hehe. so, harini aku na luah pasal penyesalan. again, i think i make the same mistake but now, it's that i leave my study at ump. oops, run away. u know? metrology and circuit analysis are too hard. i knew. it's all my fault. u all should blame me. i'm the one yang x focus dlm class. dah kalau otak ni asyik fikir xtahan..xtahan.. aku na buat ape? seriusly aku tade motivasi langsung masa tu. plak tu aku ade problem sket dgn family. sebenarnya, aku yg bermasalah. otak yang terlalu negatif. aku and kakak aku dah x sebaik dulu. kitorang skrg masing2 buat haluan masing. kau, hidup kau. aku hidup aku. dgn makayah pulak... kadang2 rase syg... kdg2 tu langsung tade perasaan. jahat kn aku? skrg aku dah umur 18 tahun 1 bulan. adakah masih ada masa untuk aku aturkan another strategy to become like others... to become a successfull person like others? 1 sem aku bazir. siyesly, at first aku rase electric memang masuk dgn jiwa aku. but then, biler dah mula masuk wiring... pasang circuit... aku lost. LOST. aku just harapkn si evelyn buat semua benda. yang lain tu, aku buat2 tahu je. semua org ingat aku ni hebat... padahal x pon. my english.. i have very bad grammar. there are alot of grammar errors, wron sentences and etc. i'm a confident person. i have brave. that's why whenever i try to present anything infront, you all look at me like i'm a pro one. padahal... x pon. hebat kn kuasa konfiden and berani? kalau korang ade dua mende ni... sure korang boleh hidup. have a try!